Have you ever watched a loved one and felt completely undeserving of them? To see the real them, the funny, the secure, the freedom they posses and felt completely in awe of who they are, to the point of judging yourself as unworthy of their attentions? To know that the life they lead is not a life you have followed. To see that the love that they have expressed forward beyond who they are, is more then you have even known. The memories that they have left behind, is more then you can imagine. To see that there is so much more then you could express, more then you even knew possible. To be in awe of what they so easily exacerbate and you have to work at to seldom be able to experience as a once in million occurrence. To see another being as someone to value, that, that person is someone who is worth more then you feel you can give. This is a love, and a value that is hard to accept and recognize as worthy within your life. To see that there is more to the life you have lived, and judge the things that you haven't done yourself. To see how 'the other half lives' in the riches that are more prominent then gold. To hold the admiration of them, and what they believe in and then try to adopt those same values.